In silence...

You may don't know what are you doing...
But I know how much it hurts... how much it hurts me.
I don't know what to do...
Breathe in... breathe out...
run like hell... push ups and squats...
Think something else.
Don't look the phone.
Watch funny videos... maybe a movie.
A lot of music... but not the sad one...
Don't think about it... just don't.
But he's still here... and I'm packing my thoughts, my stuff, my life...
I don't wanna go... but I don't want to stay like this...
not like this...
not like this...

Walk in silence...